So I am fat again, not as fat as I have been, just far from my half way goal, about 18 pounds away, which yes, sucks, sucks big time, I hate it, and I haven't really done much about it, except feel like an idiot and stuff my face more. So there you go. I make it worse.
But really that is a lie, I am working out more, lots more, we got a family pass to a city rec center that has a pool, track, cardio room, and plenty of weights, but the best part, they have free babysitting, which I love. I was worried that hubs wouldn't let me use it for the boys, but he soon realized that working up a sweat made me an easier person to be around, aka, less of a bitch. So he grins and bares it. I go and get really sweaty and gross, but I love it. The boys have been sick the last few days, probably from the above mentioned free daycare, then I also became sick for a day or two, so it has been a while since I have been able to work out, but the long hours in bed, zonked out, while Hubs watched the boys wasn't bad. (actually quite nice, thanks babe)
There is a lot I want to talk about, but I know long post get boring, so I will cut this short, I just wanted to say I am alive and not buried in the back yard.
Enjoy your day, go get sweaty and put down that doughnut, seriously, put it down.
Just kidding, enjoy!!
I was so mad we moved RIGHT WHEN the Provo Rec center opened. It seems like such a killer idea to take the family to. I'm glad you like going! And at Provo you have to pay like $1/hr for babysitting or something outrageous like that so at least you're free from that. Also, sometimes when I have a lot to say I'll break it up into smaller posts and schedule their postings in advance so they come out a few days apart from each other.
ReplyDeleteSorry about the self-loathing. But I love you a lot, and it's not based on what you weigh :) Neither is your worth. You are lovely, inside and out.