For the last few days that is all I have been doing it seems. I need to figure out what it will take to get my toddler to stop pooping. Sorry if all my blogs are about poop lately, it is just that my life is full of it lately. We are also running low on wipes. I am holding out until this weekend to get some, because of a deal at Costco, so here is to hoping we last that long. I might need to scour the house to find all the boxes we have. So keep your fingers crossed.
I know that my husband now reads my post on a regular basis. I am also learning that if he reads something once, he gets it sooner than me telling him a dozen times. So I want to tell him thank you for all the help he is giving me. I know I have been stressing him out lately, because I have been extremely stressed myself. I can blow a lot of steam off when I get to work out, but I need to find ways to manage when I can't get on the treadmill. I just always have a running list in my head of all the things I should be doing, fold laundry, load dish washer, work out, make the bed, pick up the living room, work on my artistic skills, make brownies, get the car washed, vacuum the carpet, feed the babies, let the dogs in, pick the green tomatoes, email my friends...the list goes on and on, it is a constant nag in my head, these thought run through my brain non stop. So I have all sorts of guilt when I don't accomplish just a few of them.
I need to make an actual list of what my priorities are and focus on those. First and foremost. Right now the babies come first, no matter what. But I know women with more children, that get all sorts of things done, and I can't get just a few done. I just want to be present in my child's life, I need to find a balance. I know I will be much happier, and the family will be much happier. A happy mom means a happy family.
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