So I have made bread again and finally it is soft, I think it is all in the baking time, you really can't go by the recipe time, if I did it might have been burned.
I was also able to make pad thai again, this time without any meat, but with bean sprouts, it defiantly needs the bean sprouts.
It was nice making those again, I got help with the pad thai a second time around from my teenage son. Something he rarely does any more.
Right now I am suffering small heart breaks, I am trying to get both the little boys to nap, neither have slept today, so I know they both need it. But they are now currently trying to out scream each other. My youngest can get to sleep on his own at night, but during the day it is impossible to get him to sleep. He doesn't cry back to sleep at night, just slowly talks himself to sleep. But during the day, that is impossible to get. He just cries and cries. What am I doing wrong?
It is hard to have a heavy heart some days. Nothing extra ordinary has happened this week, nothing awful, or horrible, or even stressful, but I am feeling a bit down and blue. I am sure it is related to my tubal ligation, which by the way sucks. Why can't we get more info when it comes to procedures done on women? Why do I have to find out after it is over and done with, rather than before. I know this isn't in my head. I know I am not crazy. We are going to wait until I am done nursing to figure out what is due to the nursing and what isn't, than we are going to look into getting it reversed, all because neither of us wanted these side effects.
They are crying so much I won't be surprised if someone calls to report me to someone, but what else do you do when your baby won't go to sleep?
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