Today was a very busy day, really.

So we left early, ran errands, checked phone prices, finally got new phones, I hope these work better. the last ones we straight from hell, the worst ever, or maybe it was the carrier hard to say really.

 I also got a reward meal, at Sizzlers, yes I know not the fanciest of places, but I am a sucker for their Malibu Chicken, if you haven't had it in a while you should it is so much better than before, and so is the salad bar, they now have pop corn chicken for the boys.

But the best part of today was that I challenged myself, I often thought about running to the rec center, while the Hubs drives the boys down, and tonight in 90 degree weather I did it, on the spur of the moment, not fully ready nor planned for, but I did it, I was slow, so slow, I was hot, and I chaffed in all the wrong places, (is there a right place to be chaffed?) I wasn't properly hydrated, and I had to walk some, it was a total of 3.5 miles, but I did it, in less than an hour, with most of it walking to be honest, but really I can use this as a jumping off point and try it again, with proper water, proper chap stick, proper pockets and a fully charged ipod. Better chaff protection. And I know next time will be faster and better.

I also went swimming with the boys once I got there, so I feel pretty good about today, I might even do some arm and ab work before I shower.

Good night, sweet cheeks.

Carrot Juice

I guess I should have taken a pic, I juiced some carrots and other veggies last night, but it can be a lot of work, maybe next time I will just toss it all in a crock pot and let it cook to mush and blend it up as soup.

I have been out walking already today, so that is a good start.

Just need to learn to be comfortable with feeling hungry. Which I am not really, just have a void that I try to fill, by not feeling, just eating.

Yeah, Yeah, yeah....

So I am sure you have heard this rant from me before, but here it is again, because well the weight is here again, add to the fact that I turn 40 next month, that hit me like a ton of bricks yesterday, and I realized I don't want to weigh this when I turn 40, so here I go again, but this time it is 47 days to 40 count down, I really want to drop at least 10lbs between now and my birthday. So please pray for me, I am going to need it.

I am going cold turkey, off everything yummy, and on to everything lean and green.

I am getting stressed out, so I better stop thinking about it, and writing about it, I hope I can keep up with blogging about it, we shall see.